Thank you for your
email. One point you should make a decision first before we go on
to talk: What relationship do you want to keep in the coming days
with your god brother?
If you want him to
be your lover, just say " I love you". Certainly, if you
like him to be your god brother just like before, you should tell
him and yourself "You are always my great brother". You
cannot mix with this two relationship as they are totally
He is avoiding you.
I think that he wants to be your god-brother rather than your
lover. I believe that you can find a chance to talk to him
directly and find out what he think about you in his mind.